I know you want to try to be with him the whole time but it is taking its toll on you.

Yes, my sons are worried about me, they don’t want me getting unwell too.

Yes, your husband would be worried about you too. He knows you have been here with him throughout this whole time. He might not be able to respond to you, but he knows you have been looking after him.

That’s what my sons and friends keep telling me too. I just want to be with him as much as possible, I think I can hold on a little longer. I didn’t get much sleep last night. I’m a light sleeper. Every time he made any sound I woke up.

Yes, you’ve been looking after him well but you look exhausted.

When his breathing changed last night I really thought he was about to die. I called my son in and he stayed with us. Then the breathing settled down and I told our son to go home and sleep as he had to work the next day. He went home at 2am. My other son is going to come back tonight.

That’s a good idea, to take it in turns. Your sons are looking after both of their parents. They can spend some time with their Dad too. If we see any signs that he is about to die we’ll call you back in, we always try our best to do so. Sometimes we don’t get any warning, but we’ll keep looking for signs.

Okay, it’s good that you will call.

Some people do wait until there is no-one left in the room before they go. That’s what happened with my Aunty. Our whole family made sure that she was never alone in the last two days of her life. She was only alone for five minutes when my other Aunty went to the toilet and that’s when she died. She was still trying to look after us all. I’ve seen it happen with so many families over the years. He knows that you’ve been with him all this time, deep in his heart he knows you’ve looked after him well. If you don’t enough rest he’ll be worried.

I’ll talk about it with my older son when he comes in later. He said he would stay tonight.

Okay, you try and get some rest.

In the early hours of the next morning our patient’s sons called the nurses in when they couldn’t hear their father’s breathing. The nurse confirmed that our patient had died. His wife wasn’t able to be with him at the time of death but she was picked up by her son and came in to help change him into his selected clothes.